Starting over

This blog hasnt got visited for so long. Not that  I dont have anything to said. But recently I start thinking that the more people know about whats in your mind the more miserable your like look like everytime you saw it again. So  now im trying to find things that help me put out whats in my mind not as ordinary ranting or complaining the world, but as something that have value everytime me or other read it.

So Basicly this post  will be my first long ones that i wrote  in English. You will find that it has alot of mistakes. As I am not used to speak or write in English.  I learned English since twevle years old and after 19 years later i still cant using English properly. I dont wanna wasted my parent money that they had to put me in course for nothing. So, later my next post will mix between using Bahasa or English.

I also think for now I using informal way to talk and write often, which is not too bad. But I got things on work sometimes has to deal with English in formal session.  So i really need to practice my English better. 

I think thats all the introductary for now. Ill keep coming regularly here. sharing thought and written that I made. Hopely it can help me overcome my problem.

And last word. things can be so hard sometimes. take a step back to see what you left behind so you can make sure next step you choose guide you to right path.